It's been two weeks since my liberation, and I must say it's been a really enjoyable ride up until now.

Now in this blog I'm going to talk about the subjective experience, and the objective experience, and how they co-exist in reality (ofcourse with the non existence of an actual self).

Here are the defintions from an online dictionary:

Subjective:
existing in the mind; belonging to the thinking subject rather than to the object of thought ( opposed to objective).

Objective:
Having actual existence or reality.

Now throughout my life there was this assumption that the subjective experience was seperate from the objective experience, as in, the thoughts were never relevant to the object, and vice versa.

But actually that was never the case, they both co-exist, for the objective experience is necessary for the subjective experience to occur, and also, you could say that the subjective experience is the lens worn in which life is experienced through, in other words, the subjective experience distorts the reality of reality if not seen as it really is.

They seem as seperate experiences, but they are actually sub experiences of the main experience of life.

Now let's talk about the subjective experience for a while.

Subjectivity could be defined by the arising of thought, think of it as "the experience of thought". Now, thoughts are a major and essential part in life-experience, since they are the signals sent in and out of the brain.

Now this part is important.

The actual thoughts are real, but the meaning of the thoughts are not.

Think of thoughts like a tree, the thoughts grow and spread out like the leaves of a tree, but you can't look at a tree and say "what is the meaning of the tree?" since the tree just is, it looks beautiful, but it has no "meaning", it means nothing, it just is.

Now you have many trees, many root thoughts and their stems, a thought and the derivatives of that thought.

One of those thoughts say "I am", the content of that thought suggests the existence of a self, that causes, lives, does, sees. The doer of the doing and the experiencer of the experience.

The thought exists, the thought is REAL, but what it points to is not, the thought suggests a self, a doer, but where is it?

It doesn't exist in reality.

There are thoughts that suggest the independance of a subjective thinker from an objective reality.

Which means that these thoughts create the ILLUSION of seperation, the illusion the there is an "I" that is doing, that is seeing, that is feeling. And that "I" is independant from life, the independant experiencer.

In reality these thoughts are just thoughts, and there is no seperation in reality, reality is one, each and everything in life is a component of the whole, which is "life" itself.

Now there are thoughts that occur that cause a "belief", belief that a thought really means something and that it is "real".

Question that belief, since alot of beliefs are created based on mere assumptions, there are no assumptions in reality, there is just what is, and what is NOT.

There came the assumption to assume the existance of an "I" as the source of thought, and as a seperate entity.

See the assumption for what it is by seeing the source of that.

What is the cause of thought?

There is none, asking what the cause of thought is is like asking what is the cause of life.

There is no cause to life, there is no cause to thought, they just happen in the present moment, they occur without a sense of identity, and without a sense of cause.

There is no meaning to a thought of self.

Don't blindly "believe" me on this, see for yourself.

Once the thought is seen as it is, the meaning (hence the illusion) of that thought becomes meaningless, there is no such thing as a self in life, just a thought of that.

Then the beautiful harmony between experience and thought (objective, subjective) is seen, how they beautifully interconnect meaninglessly as the feeding loop of a never ending, beautiful cycle called life.

Subjectivity is the echo of objectivity.

The objective experience is like the water that feeds the mind with subjective thought that grows endlessly, without a cause and without a purpose.

Cause and purpose destroy the wonderful beauty of meaningless-ness.

You can see that in art,
In music and in the simplest overlooked things such as the act breathing.

There are only SUGGESTIONS to a seperate experience.

But there is none.

There is just life.