Wednesday 25 January 2012


There are loads of misinterpretations of what consciousness really is.

Consciousness is not really who you are, consciousness is already what is, the misconception of what consciousness really is is from believing that "you" are consciousness.

Nope that is not the case, consciousness already is life, it already is everything, everything around you is consciousness.

That's what every enlightened person says though, because it's easy to see from the outside looking in, as for people that are still not free, it's quite a challenge to actually "understand" it.

And ironically, the "trying to understand it" is what's stopping you from actually seeing it. But it's pretty simple.

 The reason for all that confusion about consciousness is because the material that's actually presented about it is led to be accepted as true without actually verifying it yourself in your actual experience of life.

Seeing consciousness as it really is means seeing the self as false, once you see that there is actually no self what's left? Consciousness being conscious of itself.

Or in in other words, life being conscious of itself as life. God being conscious of himself as god, whatever label you choose, it's the same experience.

And that's what matters, actually experiencing it, not just accepting it as true, that's not what this is about.

Accept NOTHING as true, nothing you think is true is actually true, what's true is already true and there is no need for a thought to prove it.

There is no self in control of life neither there is a self behind consciousness, once that's seen then it's just life happening, consciousness simply being conscious, it doesn't need anything to be conscious, it's already there.

It doesn't mean that "you" are conscious, you is just an irrelevant label to what it actually is, some people call it god, some people call it nature, some people prefer to call it consciousness, some people just say it's just life.

The thing is consciousness is just a label to what the thing actually is, and you can't reach that meaning through imagination of what it might be, that'll just take you further from experiencing the truth which these mere labels express. Life just happening no controller no nothing, just a consciousness being conscious of it.

Don't blindly believe these words, that's not the point whatsoever, examine it, don't try to understand it, just dig through the fat layer of bullshit and just look through, if there is no me, then what is actually happening?

That's what you ask yourself, "if there is no me, then what the fuck is actually happening?"

All it takes is just asking yourself that question and using honesty, honesty meaning letting go of all the bullshit  you've been fed like a slave and seeing the truth, letting go of the conditioning and focusing on what's here now, that's the kind of honesty that's needed.

"Unity consciousness", it's not what the name really says, it's just seeing that there are no selves, there is just life happening, all the people you've ever known are just masks, they're just subconscious actors living out what they think as "their role" in life. Forget about people, forget about everything and just see what it is I'm trying to make you see.

There is no you being conscious, there is just conciousness.. The same as
There is just life, no you living life.. Or
There is no dreamer, just the dream.

Whatever floats your boat, it's not about the words, it's about the experience.

It's not the strengthening of the mask you're searching for, it's not the lies you're searching for, what you're really searching for is here now and all it takes is just let go of all the heavy luggage you've been carrying for quite a while. let go of the bullshit and look at it.

There is no person being conscious, there is only consciousness/god/my ass being conscious.

Fuck the pointers, focus on what they're pointing at.

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Tuesday 24 January 2012

Leave The Damn Thing

I really don't know what to write in this post.

But I do know this, it's time that people woke up.

Right know people are in chains, and they have every ability to remove these chains but they choose not to, I would ask why but I already know the answer.

It's fear.

Fear is the only roadblock between you and eternal freedom, it's the only thing that's keeping you lying to yourself waiting for a supreme being to bestow his divine blessings upon you, the thing that keeps you saying "someday I'll be free.. someday".

No, not someday, now, that is where freedom exists, reality.

I don't blame you though, you've been programmed to think in a certain, destructive way, and you don't know how to decode the program.

Why is it that you became a slave to thought? Aren't you sick and tired from running around all day and night just for a sense of approval? A sense of self worth? Hasn't that tired you out enough? Why have you surrendered to beliefs of what should or shouldn't be? What is and isn't?

The prison of humanity has a door which is wide open, but humanity just gets so close to the door and runs back shivering from fear. They are so afraid from the punishment they might receive from actually crossing the door, they'd be labeled as different, weird, crazy, they're afraid that they'll be unwanted after they're free.

But once you're free it won't matter to you, at all, it will be actually natural, you won't need to keep up that false image anymore, so it wouldn't matter what people think of you, who would they be judging? You? Who?

Whoever says that you are good or bad, right or wrong, fat or thin, cute or ugly, is just judging you based on what has been accepted as the "norm", it's what has been blindly accepted but not verified, whoever that person is, he doesn't really know you, he never knew you.

That's the thing, nobody really knows you, and at the same time you really don't know anybody, so what's approval gonna bring you anyway, what is it that's being approved? The lie?

The lie that's been injected into your brain? the lie that has no ground in reality whatsoever? the false story?

Think for yourself, leave all that bullshit behind, you don't need approval, you don't need to increase your self worth, because that's all a false expression anyway, it's all false, get it? It's a joke, there's no you, never was, and never will be.

You don't need to defend, you don't "need" to do anything, just life being.

Life is infinite, because this moment is infinite, it never ended and never began, you will only be able to see that once you are able to see truth, not fallacy, and you do that by taking the mask off and denying everything you thought of as true.

Deny everything and everyone, I'm talking about everything here, everything you believe in, everything you've been taught as true in school, what your parents told you what your friends told you, every single thing.

Just throw it all away and take that chance, throw all that false bullshit behind and just move on and never look back, whenever you're feeling afraid, ask yourself what are you afraid of, this is truth we're talking about and you'll never get there if you're sitting in a corner biting your nails.

Once that's done, once the lie's been seen as it is, then the mask disintegrates, and what's beneath is what is true. That nothingness.

Seeing the non-existence of the self and the actual existence of life is the most freeing experience. 

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Tuesday 8 November 2011

A Commentary to Life

Bob Marley.

There's a Bob Marley shaped ash tray infront of me, I gazed upon the shape of it until a story was revealed.

Note that there is so much in life that cannot be expressed by mere words, the best thing to do is to look at what the words point to rather than concentrate on the word in itself.

Bob Marley told me a story.

Bob Marley told me that we live in a world full of lies, minds conditioned to a certain expectation, conditioned by a society biased species that focus on falseness rather than truth.

That's the truth, reader, that the human condition is conditioned by beliefs and thoughts, more superstition rather than reality.

Bob Marley said that there is no self, and he also said that reality is not what we think it is.

Is that true?

There is nothing but the direct experience of reality, there is nothing awareness is not aware of.

Awareness can is aware of practically everything in existence.

I imagined myself as a stationary traveler seeking for truth. I listened to the imaginary figure of Bob Marley, that imaginary figure was the so called "motivation" of me typing this post down.

The following is the truth:

You're life has been conditioned by lies, beliefs and thoughts. Most of what your mind thinks of is not reality, it's what your mind thinks reality is.

Reality can only be directly experienced, truth can only be directly experienced.

The mind has been conditioned by falacy, but the the brain still has that ability, the ability to diffrenciate between truth and fiction.

This abilty exists, and the reason your reading this is because your mind has grown tired of all the fictions, the tiresom pursiuit of "happiness".

Bob Marley was never happy, I myself was never really happy, happiness is a goal we will never reach, because it's just an image in our brain, and that image can never be found in reality because it's just an image of the brain.

The brain has developed the function of distorting reality with these false images of what reality should be, and what it shouldn't be.

Bob Marley spent his whole life pursuing happiness, and he never reached it.

He told me that reality is just what is, it's the direct experience of reality happening.

I asked him: "Is there a self?"


There is none, there is no self he said.

You cannot imagine a self, you cannot think of a self, you cannot experience a self, because it is just an image.

You can only experience the image of a self, you can only think of what the self might be, but you can never directly experience what a self actually is.

All those hippies, so many of them, tell you that the true self is your true nature, and that it's the whole universe.

That's a fallacy.

I know that, Bob Marley knows that.

Nature is just nature, the universe is just the universe. The direct experience of reality, which is the only experience that is happening ( it's what your mind labels as "your" experience) is all that exists.

It's what humanity misconcieved as god, it's the whole universe, you've been lied to.

The only reality that exists is death, the void.

You've been lied to, you've been "guided" to the only path of damnation, the path of what you labeled as "faith".

All your labels are wrong.

I don't exist, Bob Marley doesn't exist, you don't exist,

We never existed, we never did, really, you've been lied to.

All it was, all it has been, was just a simple mistake, a false belief, that we exist, that you exist.

Why do you prepetuate the belief? why do you strengthen a fallacy?

Strengthening a fallacy does not change reality, reality has been, is, and will always be what it is. The empty void, devoid of all meaning, belief, it's true freedom.

I wish there would be a way by which I could manually wake you up from the false dream you're living.

But there is no way I could help you, except point to the truth, except point to reality, because to you I am just a concept, which is truth, I am just a concept in your direct experience of reality.

Why don't you want to wake up? What are you waiting for?

You complain from suferring yet you do everything to keep yourself from waking up to the truth.

You hate the truth and you camplain from not seeing it.

Don't you see? All the contradictions that stem from concepts and beliefs?

They're just fallacies, just fallacies, that's all they are, false pointers, I can't show you the truth, the truth exists.

Freedom is inevitable, once you've started questioning your life, freedom is inevitable, so stop resisting it.

You don't exist, there is no you living life, there is only life happening, and it's the truth everyday, and every single moment of your life.

Whether you like it or not truth will always exist, and reality will keep on knocking on your front door.

Who you think you are is not who you are, who you feel you are is not who you are, what people tell you you are is not who you are, nothing is who you are, you are nothing.

Focus on what I'm saying, you are nothing, you never were anything, you were never born, you are already dead, you are already nothing, you are already free.

You are just a false story the mind created in order to make sense of the world.

Wake up, wake up to reality, you really don't exist, there is no you, there is just the experience of life.

Don't take "my" word for it, I don't exist, you can't take my words as true, you have to check for yourself.

This is truth, this isn't just another belief.

You never were and you never will be.

And you aren't now.

Life exists and it will continue to exist, and it exists now, and you never existed in it.

You are a fallacy... Wake up, wake up.

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Thursday 3 November 2011

Movement and Change, Life and Death

Change is the evidence surrounding us that shows that what we perceive something to be is false, our perception is always clouded by thoughts of the perceived.

The thing is you can't remove thought from perception, what you can do though is see the falsity of it, by noticing the constant change in environment and in "yourself", you'll see that nothing's ever static, everything is in constant change.

Truth cannot change, anything that changes is false, and everything around you changes, actually everything you are aware of changes.

Except one thing, empty space.

The space in which everything exists is true, that empty space is life itself, the void.

You can't grasp the void, but staring at the void long enough means the destruction of false patterns.

I prefer calling the void death, because that's what it really is, death, it's what you fear the most.

It's the death of all belief and all what you think you know about life, because all patterns of thought are in constant change, once you think of something the thought would have already changed by the time you are aware of it.

Think what it would be like if you were dead, there would be no sound to hear, no object to see, no taste to taste, no breath, no experience, nothing, that is the nothing that I am pointing at.

And that's the only truth you will ever find, emptiness, death.

That's what life is, death, there is no such thing as your life it's just the mind making up stories because it doesn't want to accept the reality of death, the fact is that you are afraid of death, and you don't want to accept it.

You are already empty, and all of your thoughts are not true, they're just thoughts, and all thoughts are the added illusion derived from perception, thoughts are the distortion of reality.

There are almost infinite amount of layers we have added to cover up the emptiness that's the very core of our lives, we've covered it up beautifully and we've deluded ourselves into thinking that these layers are not actually see through.

But the truth is death, and it's right infront of our faces, death is in everything and everywhere, as soon as you are aware of this moment this moment would have died, nothing is what you think it is, reality isn't what you want it to be, because what you want it to be isn't true, and the you that thinks and wants doesn't exist.

You will never be free until you have accepted the reality that you don't exist, and that everything around you is distorted by beliefs and false thought patterns, none of your beliefs are true, none of your thoughts are true, and you hate might that, because you know what that means, it means finding out the truth, it means the end of you.

But you never really had begun in order to end.

Accept death, what do you have to lose anyway? the only thing that dies is a lie, the only thing that goes through it is true, and nothing survives death. It's already everywhere.

Death is the core of existence.

"In order to live you must die"

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Thursday 27 October 2011

The End of Destructive Patterns

What exactly is liberation?

The mind and the body is an interconnected system which acts and reacts according to the surrounding environment, the five perceptions of the the body receive data which trigger certain brain responses, these brain responses are called thoughts.

Due to conditioning the brain has gotten accustomed to certain mind responses, creating an imaginary mask called the self, most of these mind responses go unquestioned, the thoughts are blindly assumed as truth and an imaginary distortion of reality occurs.

These thoughts are involuntary responses, just no more than patterns of thought triggered by perception, the belief that these thoughts have any truth in them is the base of delusion.

This imaginary distortion of reality is what causes suffering, suffering is not a bad thing, it's like an itch, when you feel your nose itching you automatically scratch it, though with suffering humans tend to hide from it, perpetuating it, the same way that if your nose is itching and you're ignoring it, it's just gonna itch more.

Liberation is diving in through all these automatic dead and compulsive thought patterns and seeing whether they have any truth in them, it's just seeing that there is nothing more that mental thought pattern playing like a tape, reality happens along with the perception of it, the buttons are pressed, the destructive mental processes are projected.

How to do it?

See that the so called Self is just the accumulation of automatic thought responses to the environment, the fact that you believe in a self is due to your conditioning since you were born, you most probably were never encouraged to see whether such a self exists or not.

The Self cannot exist, because it is just a triggered response, the self cannot be in charge of experience because experience is what triggered the thought response of a self, of "you".

You can't see through a thought pattern using a thought pattern, people tend to try to understand or analyse this, but understanding and analyzing are also triggered thought patterns.

What you can do is just see this thought pattern as it is.

For example: The brain assumes that the self is doing the reading of this page, because it's gotten used to thinking that way, that assumption is just the thought pattern repeating itself, over and over again.

Did you really cause the reading to happen? or was it an automatic response to perception?

What about life itself? is there anybody living life? or is life just simply happening?

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